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Soulmates by xxsatinangelxx, literature

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Soulmates

It's being able to say you know them well every good, bad and odd thing they have to show and tell It's being able to show you love every part even though there was conflict right from the start It's being able to see the imperfection that they are and through your darest days they are the brightest star It's being able to feel with all your soul that they are who you think even when angry and cold That's what true love is that's how you know someone is your soulmate not just a romantic goal

hidden emotions by xxsatinangelxx, literature

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hidden emotions

hidden emotions buried in heart ache of flashing memories but details forced or faked We pretend to know more then we really do because we need to feel like did all we could do I've asked myself many times what could I have done to save his life to the rise of the sun Days go by, months even years but nothing is more decieving than what can fool our eyes and ears You look back on the good times when all you knew was to smile but now the details are faded to retrieve them we'd walk miles.

Tears by xxsatinangelxx, literature

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Tears

My Daddy keeps telling me tears make you weak but friends say it means you have strength opinions on why we cry change depending on who sometimes we do it and even we don't know why Tears are not a cure to a pain we feel nor do they make us weak in any shape or form They mean we are dealing with what we're going through and some would rather deny it than see the pain through Tears are a thing people will do probably as much as they do breath but no one knows this because we rather not take the risk of looking weak

Won't sit here and tell myself by xxsatinangelxx, literature

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Won't sit here and tell myself

Won't sit here and tell myself of what I've grown to lose won't sit here and tell myself there was nothing I could do Won't sit here and tell myself it was all my damned fault won't sit here and tell myself your the judge, jury and court won't sit here and tell myself I deserved what I got Won't sit here and tel myself I care about you alot Won't sit here and tell myself the last 10 years were a lie Won't sit here and tell myself that people would be better of if I die I know you loved me I konw you cared I know you never wanted for me to be shared But I have to move on cuz you don't love me anymore you

deserve this? by xxsatinangelxx, literature

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deserve this?

You think I deserved this? the hurt and the pain? you think that my depression is attention to gain you think I'm just a child with no clue to the worlds hurt well let me tell you something you're just plain being a jerk you think I'm spoilt no grip on the truth no idea of the reality that I have nothing left to lose well you know what I say to all the invisible pain? what goes around comes around you I've got so much to gain hell you know what? screw yourself to hell loyality and love they ring any bells? Funny you used to be my only friend like my world was only you now I've found others who love me an

What did I ever by xxsatinangelxx, literature

Sorry sorry by xxsatinangelxx, literature

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Sorry sorry

Sorry sorry that's all you ever are sorry sorry it won't work anymore sorry sorry so misused and said sorry sorry don't speak before using your head sorry sorry don't need or want it sorry sorry you don't mean it sorry sorry you've let me down sorry sorry the words of a clown Sorry means nothing when coming from you Sorry I couldn't be more of help to you.

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Won't sit here and tell myself by xxsatinangelxx, literature

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Won't sit here and tell myself

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Merthur: An Everlasting Love Chapter 1 by MerthurForever, literature

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Merthur: An Everlasting Love Chapter 1

In Camelot, Merlin was delivering sheets to the King's room. From outside the room, he heard moans coming from inside, opening the door slowly and creeping in, he saw Arthur facedown on his bed, sobbing inconsolably. "Arthur?" he whispered, but the reply was much the same as usual. "Go away Merlin!" but Merlin had already realised that the tears were coming from Arthur, so sitting down, he spoke softly, "I know we need to talk," Arthur buried his head in the pillows. "Merlin – You're trying my patience!" Merlin paused, "Gwen was wrong to leave you," Arthur rolled over, his face red and puffy, his eyelashes dripping. Merlin took a momen

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Deviant for 15 years

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hey I'm kirsty
My poems pretty much explain my life.
but my likes are:
Stargate
Merlin (fave tv show)
Sherlock
Doctor who
Vampire diaries
the mentalist (best show EVER)
Life on mars
ashes to ashes
Vampire Knight
Bleach
Inuyasha
Negima
Primeval (I just had to add it to the list)
Supernatural
NCIS
One tree hill
and more when I can think of them :) x

Favourite genre of music: pop
Favourite style of art: anime, manga
MP3 player of choice: ipod
Wallpaper of choice: Eminem / Merlin
Skin of choice: blue and fuffy hehe
Favourite cartoon character: Toushiro from BLEACH
Personal Quote: Great things come to those who wait :)

Favourite Movies

Angels and Demons

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Demi Lovato

Favourite Books

Curious Incident

Favourite Games

Tomb raider

Favourite Gaming Platform

Xbox 360!

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xxsatinangelxx

Jun 4, 2015

After 3 years of absence. I return to find the site has changed so much I barely recognize it anymore.

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Feb 16, 2012

R.I.P Dad

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I know some of you may have heard me moan about him and how annoying he was. but I never wanted this. I never wanted him gone. Dead. Why him? Why now? What did he do to make god or however runs this world to hate him so much to want him dead. He's actually gone... And I'll never see him again :'( If only words could actually express what I'm feeling!!

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xxsatinangelxx

Feb 2, 2012

Hearing Aid :(

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Hey guys :D For those of u who wouldn't know... I have hearing problems. I'm not like completely deaf nor am I serevely hard of hearing.   But do struggle sometimes, in fact so much so that my ENT (Ear. Nose and Throat) Doctor set me up at a hearing aid Clinic and so as of today I own a pair of bright blue hearing aids.(btw I HATE THEM) Something which is not only foreign to me but something that I'm scared I will lose friends over I know how stupid it sounds... friend should accept me no matter my medical difficulties but you have no idea how judgemental some people can be. Even those I wud considering friends. Do not think that incl