loved and lost

You were my friend...
Maybe I didn't show you enough
Maybe I didn't tell you I cared enough
Maybe I missed something I wasn't meant to
Maybe this is god's way of telling me off
Maybe this is what I deserve
But you didn't deserve that
Not that... not Dead!
You deserved a loved filled life
One that I hoped I could of been a part of...
Now that'll never happen

I loved and lost you